me: *stands up*
me: *gets head rush*
me: *vision goes blurry and white*
me: *hears ringing noise and stumbles*
me: I am literally the healthiest person alive. Stay hydrated.
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I will continue my break after this announcement…
ITS TIME TO PREPARE MY ASS FOR BINGE FREE JULY, WHO IS WITH ME? 😛
Just hope I can do it 😯
xkayteex asked:
3, 9 & 26 for the ask thingy xo
3: What was your HW?
My highest weight was 74 kg or 164.3 lbs and that was sometime early last year
9: Do you have other mental disorders?
My Mother refuses to take me to the doctors so i have no freaking idea what I could actually have wrong with me mentally and physically but I’m pretty sure I have depression, Anxiety disorder, and maybe a slight OCD. I’m not going to self diagnose myself but I have had a lot of bad times and after looking up certain things I’ve found out that a lot of things that I do or feel have link to these disorders.
26: What do you do to distract yourself from binging?
I play phone games and read Thinspo imagines, when the urge to binge hits even harder I binge watch a show instead. Thank you for the asks!
You know what’d make me happier/happy at all? Fucking weighing less. Fucking reaching my ugw within a year. Fucking having no fat making me ugly. Fucking not judging my body every time I see it. Fucking not feeling ashamed about my clothes being a Medium or above. Fucking always being attractive. Fucking being what I’ve always wanted to be: skinny enough for myself.
My personal top 10 reasons for wanting to lose weight:
- my face will be slimmer & I wont look like im 12 years old
- my thighs won’t rub together when I walk
- I won’t have to worry about my stomach sticking out
- I’ll be more comfortable in my clothes bc they’ll be looser on me.
- I’ll look better in clothes
- people might finally be attracted to me ?
- I’ll feel 1000x more confident, which means I’ll be more outgoing
- for the little things. like not worrying when I sit on someone’s lap and not worrying about borrowing other people’s clothes.
- so people won’t judge me anymore. For example, If I overeat, no one will be able to say “wow, that’s why she’s so fat”
- I’ll feel lighter. I hate feeling heavy.
“I’m tired of people getting mad at me for saying I’m fat and ugly, honestly you’re fucking blind. I don’t say I’m ugly or fat for attention. I say it because its fucking true. You’re not the one who stands behind my mirror and grabs at my fat wanting to cut every inch of it off. You don’t feel what i feel when i eat or eat in Front of others. Your not the one purging. Your not the one starving yourself. You don’t stay up crying all night over it. And if you do I’m sorry.. But I’m still fat and i will never e beautiful. So just fucking stop…-C”
— (via radrecoveryy)
Anonymous asked:
wow will u ever post a body check? ur 6 or 7 inches taller than me n 2 lbs bigger ur ugw is my cw wow ur just goals darling
Wow this is literally the best thing I’ve been told all week?? Like I’ve never been called goals before, thank you so much ❤
But on the topic of posting a body check I’m gonna wait a little while longer, I’m trying to work on toning myself by doing more cardio and going to the gym more. Eventually though I will post a body check.
Thank you so much for the ask! Make sure to stay safe and hydrated! 😄